What Have I Done?

I sit here in the dark and a tear slips from my eye,
I remember your last remark and I begin to cry.

I cannot believe that I pushed you away
I cannot believe everything that I decided to say.

You love her, I know that much is true,
You were hurting and I had to prove my love to you.

I told you to go to her for that is where you belong,
I gave you up, I pretended to be so very strong.

If it was the right thing to do why do I feel so bad,
You agreed, but when you left why did you look so sad?

I have lost, I told you to say what you needed to say,
Because of the pain of seeing you with her I must drift away.

Oh Lord, what have I done?